The 35th day without her

before i went to college, i went to ah teo's house passed the first aid box to them.. tonight was the final for the competition. then i rushed to follow my friend car to college.. wow.. i looked cool, wise! ^^ a new brand look of me..! i liked this king of wearing-half formal dressed. this time presentation, i still felt that it was not quite good.. i seems like ... uhm.. can't improve... after that we went to 1U for our lunch... geok lan and her friends also went there.. actually i mentioned that i wanted to meet them unfortunately my friend don't want. evening, me, sa poh and monkey are going a korean festival... then joined with g.lan and her friends and my ex classmate.. the result was the place just played with some music on the stage.. every one felt disappointed. sa poh felt guilty conscience to every one because always make mistake.. but for me is fine. then we planed to go pavilion. we had our dinner at s.wang's "kim garry".. then i fetch back every one and monkey went back by his own... 1st time i saw malaysia damn jam at midnight! so fed up! then me and sa poh went for drink.. was she happy recently? i don't think so... force people to accept something that people don't wish to accept, what will happened to that person? happy? sad? or no feel? during ah teo's house, some of them gave her a surprise which is delivery a cake.. i also surprise.. because g.lan told me that whether am i joining to give her surprise on tuesday night-go her house. in conclusion is? if really planned coming tuesday then how come today give her surprise? i knew that she was not happy for this surprise, everyone don't know her feeling... for me, i knew! by the way, me, sa poh and chow hong will celebrate together on a day, hope that she and we also have a happy day! i can feel that her coming birthday won't have a happily memory . in contrary,it bring sadness to both.. those who support the guy, they didn't really consider much on the result that will be happen.. they think that they are so proud to supporting the guy. please... think the result before action.. i didn't mean support friend is wrong.. but have to consider others feeling... well, i fully support her, sa poh.. don't worry... i will be there to cheer you up! ^^ 3 days didn't saw piGheaD online.. because my brother used the computer! i am super extremely tired, drove 2hours car from pavilion... is hard to imagine the painful of suffer! night ! - sa poh and pigheaD!