The 150th - 156th day without her

chinese new year coming soon... seems like don't have new year feel. me and piggy planned to go island for play but until now, we still haven't select confirm place and time, she said 1st,2nd and 3rd february she can't... make it 4,5,6th february.. but.... T.T i still don't know yet.. even my parents.. may be they won't allowed me... new project come today.. which is proto-type, designing furniture, understanding anthropometric.. i feel the stress of studio 1.. at first, i knew studio 1 is hard.. but when i get into it.. i felt like quite easy.. now, i change my view, stresses were nearer and nearer..

151th- piggy came back to KL.. yesterday night, i called her ask whether need i fetch or not because, no one fetching her... wanted to fetch her at kl sentral but.. she said she will go back to seri kembangan there.. so she go back herself.. felt sad that can't fetch her...

152th- me, frankie went to dinner with piggy.. she looks same.. didn't change much... still the pig face.. pig body.. ^^ i decided to go pizza but at last change to 1st station near my house.. chatting around until 10p.m.. i didn't eat anything because my stomach not feeling well... felt want vomit... then we went to pool... about 12 i leaved.. but frankie still there with his friends.. before go back home, i drive along my area to show her the changes... she came my house over night.. she was the first girl that came to my house sleep... that night, we chatted until 4a.m... wake up at 6a.m... because i have class in morning.. what i listened about her stuff, i felt she still the same piggy that i knew last time... hope she chosen the right decision and no regrets.. about my stuff.. i haven't share with her...

153th- super tired...2 hours sleeping.. going to sick soon.. after breakfast with piggy in my college, around 10, i bring her to KTM station for her to meet up her friend.. she will be going melaka.. about the trip with her had canceled.. besides sad.. hard to express my feelings.. well.. i believe our promise will succeed one day.. yesterday li jing birthday, tonight, they celebrating for her.. actually, i don't want to attend but at last i just attend without having dinner.. i bought her a small present.. a sushi key chain.. hope she will like it.. overall of the celebration is sucks!! can you imagine that, 7.30p.m gather, around 10p.m, all only appear.. and before others appear, they just sitting and "ong gui gui" chat.. capture pictures.. "wahsai"... basically, this can't blame anyone.. if want blame, blame all of us.. ^^ fair enough!! Pighead is coming back next tuesday night.. i offered myself to fetch her but her mum is fetching her.. i asked mind to meet up but she said she is going back hometown at ipoh..angel, her sister told me.. angel has been long time didn't online.. even she changed her attitude, when back to messenger chat, she became cool... ~.~'' recently piG just busying with her studies... practices.. and sleep.. looking forward to meet her... when can we meet again??

155th- we went to my father's site to do our building services... quite surprising us... we went to the site office's meeting room.. few of my father's colleague gave us explanation to what we needed to learn or know.. they printed damn lot of notes.. "wahsai"...

156th- leemun's birthday.. she invited me to have steamboat near my house.. i promised her that i will attend... and after that will go for pool.. stupid man!! i sicked.. if go for pool, the inner will full of smoky.!! at last i did went there, actually i said that will teach her but. . . leemun introduce me a girl.. which called chloe or "ah ying".. same age, working, stay at pandan indah.. she's quite pretty... but leemun said she's quite a bit "meaty".. =)

The 143th - 149th day without her

shit man!! the assignment is extended the date until this coming thrusday.. good or bad? if we haven't finish our project, is good where as if we done our project, is bad!! by the way, we try our best to make it better.. wednesday is public holiday wish to go out but at last, stay at home.. wuwu~.~ tuesday night, me, kwee how, chun yee and levis went to HIDE for drink.. near "maharaleja". fooling around.. even we are tired.. that was a good open air environment.. thrusday, i felt oneself inferior because, those who failed in their experience, they made their model more better... i admire they have this kind of failure consciousness.. why i don't have?? after college, we went to midvalley... i bought 3 gift which is for suet yew's birthday present, suyin's valentine present, and piggy's birthday present in march.. may be some one will ask how about piGhead? i don't know how to answer them.. i also don't.. i give up her? or ?? whatever reason.. what i can do is just keep silent.. friday i went to school again.. main purpose is pass suet yew's present to her.. hope she like it.. then i met suyin.. she asked me whether can fetch her back after school.. at last i promised her.. we went to pizza for lunch.. treat her as a good luck meal because she is going to on behalf state to join a competition dance.. this year, she facing spm examination and many stuff to do. As what i say is, do what ever you wanted to do.. chances are not always give.. some more this is the second chance.. appreciate it.!! i will do my best to help you.. fetch you to bukit jalil if i am allowed.. i have an question for myself, why do i do these things to her? i also don't to answer.. maybe she was one of the girl i loved before.. as i mention in my blog before... as long as i happy, you happy then it's ok.... another question, will i chase her again? may be but i know, she won't accept me... another question, how about piGhead? i don't know again.. in life, we can't answer all the answer as we want(in my view). recently i watched a taiwan drama.. quite funny and touching drama.. i learnt few things in this drama.. pigheaD, i knew that i didn't miss you as much as last time but, i hope you won't appear in my mind.. you know what is the feel when a guy waiting for a empty hope? i am one of them waiting.. stupiG me!! but i like!! stupiG again!!

The 136th - 142th day without her

this week i have fetched su yin few times.. feel like ... started feel the stresses are coming toward me... porject 1 of my studio 1, egg apparatus, this coming wednesday will be going to test out of project... we divided into 3 big group, my partner, kwee how, we are so lucky.. ours is successful! cool man!!! really seems like 10 out of 9 failed.. i really happy with my project that i did but i felt sad also.. why? because, some of them did more better than us... is challenging me, what to do? i hope coming project i will do all my best! next project- proto-type, designing a furniture. 140th- i went to my secondary school today, because today is "zhao shen". i met up with many girls that i knew.. met up angel and suet yew.. quite happy.. angel, seems like change her attitude, friendly, happy, pretty.. suet yew, talkative, innocent, pretty too... i saw suyin also.. she gave me a big reaction which is seems like i cant be there.. i felt like she is avoiding from me.. may be i just sensitive.. jian shern and jun how there also... we checked our SPM original cert but the officer said haven't available.. wuwu~.~ i went off about 2 something to fetch my sister.. i am so hungry, wanted to call some one for lunch with me.. i called- angel and suyin, but non free, angel-haven't go back home, suyin having kfc with friends.. at last, i called whye chung.. so surprising him.. we called jing may also, she was slept.. then after lunch, we went drink with yankher, another surprise which is yankher bring along his girl friend.. unexpected. next day, i called few buddy for drink.. frank, khailiang and that 2 guy.. sometimes, friends chatting around is more better than stay at home.. can share whatever we know.. recently, i chatted with a friend called coco, she was from my ex primary school, we met up before since i was in secondary school.. wanted to date her but she made appointment with her sister to buy new cloths... when are you free friend?? pighead seems like not happy recently.. i just felt it.. hope not happen to her.. tomorrow scout... yeah!!

The 129th - 135th day without her

first day of my third semester... same as previous semester.. time table is quite mess and crush.. i hope i can set up five subject this semester!!! please!! after class, we went to cyber cafe for battle "dota", we won two match!! yeah!! i saw piggy through messenger.. she is coming back on

129th.. may be will go redang with her... three days three nights... yeah!! i miss the moment we get together.. go to beach is own promised to each other! if can go with piGhead, more good!!! i checked from the net, it only start from end of February. sad man!!

130th- yesterday, piggy called me from Macau.. the line was not clear so we didn't chat much.. i called her back at night but no one pick up.. i think she was slept... well, today is an idiot day!!? i think.. hmm... just stupid!! why? great day for my 2008 year.. i only have a class on 10a.m... finished at 10 something.. today, kayli supposed to date me, qiu phing and ah shan for dinner at One Utama.. at last we changed to time square, Gas online.. in short, what i did whole is- stay at college play pool with friends until 1p.m. ; went for movie (The House) alone (friends changed to sing) ; walked whole time square for each level same as sungai wang ; followed pretty girl, sit at the bowling center for one and half hour... damn!! total seven hours!! oh my god... but.. at least... can met up with them.. quite happy with them..

131th- recently, i was damn bastard!! thinking nonsense... keep on thinking.. shit man.. today, i accompany munhoe to cut his hair.. he can be such a good friend but he also can be such a bad friend.. is depend how you view a person.. recently, i used to not mix up with those buddy that i always mix.. i wanted to avoid some friend.. needed to mix with others friend.. can i? suyin called me to fetch her back today as well as munhoe.. he have class at 6.30p.m... i quite care or concern about her always.. she is a good girl sometimes.. i can felt that i am quite happy during we met up or whatever stuff... i hope she will take care herself properly, i will always there to support you!! pigHEad as well!! who ever i love or like before..

133th-wuwu~.~ wanted to stay at house save money... but... munhoe called me... oh..... went to watch movie-national treasure at pavilion. he wanted to watch i am legend, i refuse him... finished, we went to shop at sungai wang... we both bought a glasses... yeah!! recently, i spent a lot... oh my god... my mother's birthday coming soon... wuwu~.~

134th- all my fault... !!! all my wrong... !!! come on scold me..!! dad, if you don't like me, why don't you send me away??? i won't mind... i knew i speak to mum with high voice but... not only me... three of us also.. i am the most less talk so loud.. well... even i get scold with innocent, i do apologize.. please forgive me.. i love you all.. piGhead, i love you as well.. but . . .

135th-scout, i was not satisfy with the cooking activity towards them.. but, i hope i can improve it.. i went back home quite late about 6p.m, we did a stupid thing which is cook rice then mixed with source and a egg.. super crazy.. quite nice.. tired.. pighead didn't give me respond... =( what is she doing?? sleeping? never mind.. tomorrow start a new day... everything will be fine.. hope piggy good luck in her last exam tomorrow! miss you and you!!

The 122th - 128th day without her

122th-these few days, it happened various of things.. i seriously tired of it.. everything.. morning, i didn't sleep well. i vomit this morning after having supper with sl, sy and cw. i started damn don't like cw this guy.. lucky not only me don't, others as well.. then i massaged pighead and tell her.. she called me.... i was happy until don't how to describe.. even i know she still have feel toward that guy, "giraffe". she went to countdown with him - sungai wang and the curve... quite jealous!! yesterday (126th) i bang on a BMW's butt... it was not serious... just a bit of crush.. because i keep it too near between two car... while i admitted i was fooling and reading message that yuanteng send to me.. i learnt from that mistake... that time i felt hate of driving car... but i hope wont happened any accident from now on...!!

126th morning, i went to tar college for study.. ^^ my purpose is for looking girls.. quite fun... after that went to lunch with sapoh then accident.. therefore just went my sister school near by for lunch... then pick up my sister and her friends.. this time, i did inform piGheaD.. she did reply me.. i quite happy with it... thanks you.. besides piggy, every one i like before, also care me a lots.. thanks.. i learnt from it!! then i repaired the number plat on my car.. and had drink with sapoh at our old place.. this time i angry again... totally three times i angry her.. but when chat to her.. my angriness will gone off..

127th- i went out with sapoh to celebrate micheal birthday at midvalley. at first, situation is quite silent.. later on, just normal... very tired... i had my cool style again... sorry.. i mean not in the big group... while going and going back.. i am very sad and tired.. why i sad? i think no need ask.. i also hate myself.. how can like that... no one understand me... no one knows when am i sad or happy.. but i miss you a lot...!

128th- scouting.. i like it so much.. i felt that i can more communicate with them.. hope they can learn skills that i taught to upgrade them self in scouting..! after finished, i went to lunch with kh and joey.. then i went to find suyin to get back her barbecue things at friend's house.. and get the hong kong drama from sy that my stupid sister wants.. then we went to seven eleven.. she wanted to buy milk... and then.. cool ... bought 2 heineken.. wow! quite expensive.. lucky she treat me.. actually, i wanted to pay her.. but.. ^^ i won't too bad.. next time i will repaid her a mickey bear.. yeah! i saw at the gardens... we two drink inside the car near her house's garden.. because my mum want use car.. so after finished i fetch her back.. i saw her mother.. quite a good chatter with me.. =) good image for her mother.. ^^ actually just pretending.. yeah! tomorrow going to start my semester three... very excited to look forward.. tough? fun? but i must be serious on it! a new day, a new hope.. as well piGhead!!