The 143th - 149th day without her

shit man!! the assignment is extended the date until this coming thrusday.. good or bad? if we haven't finish our project, is good where as if we done our project, is bad!! by the way, we try our best to make it better.. wednesday is public holiday wish to go out but at last, stay at home.. wuwu~.~ tuesday night, me, kwee how, chun yee and levis went to HIDE for drink.. near "maharaleja". fooling around.. even we are tired.. that was a good open air environment.. thrusday, i felt oneself inferior because, those who failed in their experience, they made their model more better... i admire they have this kind of failure consciousness.. why i don't have?? after college, we went to midvalley... i bought 3 gift which is for suet yew's birthday present, suyin's valentine present, and piggy's birthday present in march.. may be some one will ask how about piGhead? i don't know how to answer them.. i also don't.. i give up her? or ?? whatever reason.. what i can do is just keep silent.. friday i went to school again.. main purpose is pass suet yew's present to her.. hope she like it.. then i met suyin.. she asked me whether can fetch her back after school.. at last i promised her.. we went to pizza for lunch.. treat her as a good luck meal because she is going to on behalf state to join a competition dance.. this year, she facing spm examination and many stuff to do. As what i say is, do what ever you wanted to do.. chances are not always give.. some more this is the second chance.. appreciate it.!! i will do my best to help you.. fetch you to bukit jalil if i am allowed.. i have an question for myself, why do i do these things to her? i also don't to answer.. maybe she was one of the girl i loved before.. as i mention in my blog before... as long as i happy, you happy then it's ok.... another question, will i chase her again? may be but i know, she won't accept me... another question, how about piGhead? i don't know again.. in life, we can't answer all the answer as we want(in my view). recently i watched a taiwan drama.. quite funny and touching drama.. i learnt few things in this drama.. pigheaD, i knew that i didn't miss you as much as last time but, i hope you won't appear in my mind.. you know what is the feel when a guy waiting for a empty hope? i am one of them waiting.. stupiG me!! but i like!! stupiG again!!