The 29th day without her

i didn't went for scout activity because i thought start from next week. after breakfast "bak gu teh" with parents, came back home and feel wanted to do my assignment. i saw her online.. =) happy happy day... ^^ saw her smile, i also smile.. (",) hope always see her smile ! i am wasting my time.. hope this night can work out some assignment.. well, today stop here. miss you, good luck!

The 28th day without her

actually i planned today go to buy cloth but yesterday i called syin, she can't then i massage emily, this morning she only replied me because when i messaged her it was midnight. two of her friend can't accompany me, one work, one bored then at last only me and emily. we went pavilion and sungai wang plaza. we walked the whole pavilion, the inner space of the building is very big and comfort.. the shops all branded .. there are few cloth suit my taste but very costly.. after finished pavillion, we walked back to s.w plaza. at last wanted to back, i found my cloth at SEED, lucky got 50% discount... if not, going back with nothing.. =) night, me and my family went ONE UTAMA for dinner. walked again.. =( i had walked for the whole noon.. so tired! 3 days i didn't online because of my brother! he is suck! sucks attitude made me hate him!! 3 days i didn't see her online.. miss her a lots!!! i saw some branded cloth quite suit for her at pavilion there. if she likes, i sure buy for her! a cool cloth suit with a sweet girl.. ^^ hope one day! waiting that day come true..

The 27th day without her

this morning, i received a message from s.yin, asked my whether can fetch her to ballet studio or not, and let me try her baked muffin... for me, if the time suit, sure no problem. she owed my a present when she went to hong kong, she just realized that she haven't give me.. that day i met her, she passed to me.. it was a stitch, quite costly.. from Disney land.. that's why so costly. the muffin she made quite nice.. even though it was not 100% nice, the taste was suited the normal standard. she owed me 1 cake when my birthday comes. ^^ don't whether can eat or not.. ^^ i am waiting your cake!! i admired that her boy friend had such a good girl friend that knew to bake cake, muffin, cookie and always be the forgive for him. my mum and aunt said the muffin not bad also, but bit of wet in the middle. by the way, thanks for everything! night, i had a duty(pbsm) at "nan yee" school. it was basketball competition, the 2nd group was the most excited group. finished duty, we went to drink with c.wai, s.y, j.may and w.hoong. i didn't online this few day, because my brother had been used!! i hate him!! rubbish! miss her .. . . how are you ?? anyone know her position?? please inform me if know... ^^ she is a secret person. XD

The 26th day without her

as usual, but today after class, we guys celebrate one of my college mate birthday at ONE UTAMA. 8 of us went there but only 7 of us watch movie, one of them went there just a while then went back. this movie was the funniest movie in this year! it was talked about gay stuff.. "now i pronounce you chuck and larry" wow! this movie was so damn funny! mr February and mr valentine.. !!! ^^ those who haven't watch, go a head to find out how funniest the movie is! after that we had our dinner at secret recipe, wow this dinner so expansive! my set dinner damn not nice, i thought that the spaghetti was very nice but . . . then we went to have pool game near bowling there. at first when me and joseph arrived we went to toilet, i saw a couple so sweet together. in my mind, i wish that she was my girl friend and so sweet as the couple i saw. i not sure will my wish come true but being together with her for a moment, this is enough than those who wish to have but none. ^^

The 25th day without her

nothing special.. stupid day! a girl joined us for lunch.. i forgotten her name.. ^^ she is from st marry school... she also known janet.. i saw the comments that sy wrote for me.. thanks ya! but, am i looks unhappy recently?? why that i am unhappy without i don't know? today she changed her title.. before she online, i was viewing her friendster, at last, she online.. because that time i am noticing that does her online or not.. what is her doing now?? i wanted to know..... =( ..... =( doesn't mean that i am not unhappy.... i am happy that saw her online... (",)

The 24th day without her

why humans like last minute work? at all but for the majority people. rushed my journal for building construction, and only get 3 marks out of 5, shit! but thrusday, i will get full mark, hope so! so tired today, maybe i used many energy for rushing my work.. therefore, when i get back home, i straight went to room sleep without washing my face... so dirty! but i am super tired!!! happY moon cake festival!! only my grandpa came to our house had dinner together. later, i will go my neighbor (relative) watch them play around.. and chit chattering. she is so pity... cant celebrate moon cake festival with her family... sad moon cake festival.. close her eyes.... make a wish... dang dang!! a moon cake appear on her mind.. HappY moon cakE festival ya! cheer ya, pighead! every time, when i just saw her online with her picture, i will felt happy... this kind of happiness is hard to explain and hard to find this kind of happiness, only she give it to me! she is cute and pretty so don't be cool as your sister!

The 23th day without her

i drove to chwen's house today. a bad day for me! at first, i went to fill patrol for my car, on the way, i was not drove as smooth as i wish, then when i reached the patrol station, the part of patrol door was on my left hand side but i went to right hand side. And then i crashed on the side (wheel there). so bad luck! k.how not feeling well today therefore i drove. Only me and talent went to college today. a bored day! always was like that, i hate monday and wednesday! Lunch, we went subang there to eat, next to The One Academy college. after taken our attendance, we knock off.. i fetched my sister for her piano tuition at sri gombak.. at last, hau yee had accepted me as friend.. hope she happy always too! you wont be alone and lonely, i am here to be your friend.. maybe she did something wrong to her friends but we should learn how to forgive people and tolerate.. i saw her latest pictures... quite pretty... =) suddenly my happiness mood increased! i think her life was better than last time.. hope she keep on her happiness! remember my words! always keep in her mind! i am there who always prayed for her.. waiting her until i cant stand for myself. i don't know when i will last this blog.. i always keep on thinking my past, our past, what we did, our happiness, because i scare i will forgotten one day...

The 22th day without her

wasted my whole afternoon! sleep and sleep and sleep but cant sleep well also! still the same, my mind kept think and think! what was happened to me? good stuff does not come to me while bad stuff always come to me! fair please.... maybe later night i will do my build.con journal, cause Tuesday gonna pass up.. aiyayayaya.. now raining quite heavy, don't stupiG place got rain or not.. felt quite cold... if she is beside of me, hugging each other, wow! so warm.. so sweet.. so happy.. so blissful.. hey hey hey! don't dream! ^^

The 21th day without her

morning, i went to ah teo there. seems like i am a different people while at there. last time, i will talk nonsense but this time i didn't... because of sa poh? or . . .??? after finished, i didn't joined them for launch, 1st time like this... i am gonna crazy!! my mind keep on thinking and thinking nonsense stuff.. made me cant sleep well nowadays. today BBQ was quite fun even there was not much of 5s4 ex classmate. everyone seems like same as secondary life style, like to play like a kid... played something that people wont do. they placed wai hoong's motor to block the road. so damn... ^^ they was not push the motor but was carried up the motor and placed to middle of the road... ^^ the process of BBQ was fun because some of them came and stole our pork.. and we defended our pork.. ^^ besides, we also played candles and lantern for a short while. 1030, i went to fetch my parents and uncle, aunt back from wedding at Corus Hotel. after that i went back to annai's house to continue. Our second round went to have a drink at old town near yap kuan seng. before went there, lee mun had to go Rumps to get back her stuff. sometime, chit chattering with nonsenses were more happier than talking nothing. ^^ then i fetched lee mun back to sentul. i felt sorry to her because she told me that she did mind that we said her like a prostitute. i did apologized to her through sms, hope she doesn't mind anymore. next time i did found a partner for western food.. drink.. and maybe clubbing. my mind still thinking of her, hey junhoe.. think of piGhead!! pigheaD was the one i think much also! i known what am i doing and thinking! pigheaD, you are still the one i love.. about 1 month later, i will know the result.. hope the day come as fast as possible! i miss you!

The 20th day wothout her

A damn hot day! recently the weather is so hot.. what is happening to our earth? today, four of us went wangsa melawati for basketball... it was my idea went to a new place.. i thought it was a great place.. when we arrived! sucks! the floor is not flat enough.. holes around.. after we went for lunch... then we went a place that i not really wish to go.. which is cyber cafe..! wasted money ! whole day had gone like this.. playing around with computer game.. recently, i am getting more hate my brother! his damn attitude, always show his idiot face to me! my mum either sister! what the "heck" man! don't he learnt from his lesson? stay at house, doing nothing for 3 months, still show his style! what the shit man! well... stop talking about him! made me more hot and hot! stupiG seems like haven't happY yet... she viewed my friendster.. i think she also miss me... ^^ if true, i super happy!

The 19th day without her

Feel relax..... wow.... so relax... feel like having break semester ... only for 3 days! ^^ but there are still got few assignment have to done it to the due date! today site visit sucks! we went to church at puchong. for me, the church have nothing special, a church is just a church. after back to college, we started rush our own assignment.. i felt fed up some times! hate those person who just like to say much, give different sucks opinion and do less!!!!! its not the 1st time already.. what can i do.. just tolerate ... like our group assignment, changed idea last minute without inform me, hey friend, i am one of your group members ok? how can like that, be fair! this Saturday, we are having a moon cake BBQ party, everything goes on sucks.. 5s4 more sucks! only few of us are going to join.. some just said eat a bit, go for a while, hey! we need to calculate .. you all though me and an nai are ATM machine? horrible cooperate! i saw her online today, she felt down... she said today was terrible day.. seems like she is not happy.. may be get scold or many thing to do... hey stupiG, i wanted you always happy... always smile =).. remember, just a smile, everything will be better..

The 18th day without her

yesterday i sleep at 2.30am, felt so tired, some more my bad habit came back.. cant sleep well also. yesterday, my mind just keep thinking and thinking.. i think back many things that when me and her during secondary period and after graduated. i hope i can sleep well always... tomorrow is the due date for design theory, i haven't finished. oh my god!! but i seems like relax.. i still played Counter Strike. shit la me!! i finished my work until 1 something.. still have to stick together by tomorrow, because printer doesn't have ink. sucks! Friday's site visit had canceled and changed to tomorrow.. =( recently i didn't saw her online, may be she busying with her exams or assignment also... good luck to her!! "Jia You"!!!

The 17th day without her

finally i passed up my assignment.. feel bit of relax.. but still have 1 assignment to go. well, today suyin quarreled with her boy friend. then called me whether can fetch her back or not. His bof friend suck a bastard! suyin having exam recently and still accompany him went to sing with his friends but just a small matter, then he leave suyin alone and went out his own self.. what a son of a bitch! so bad! i just try to best to console her, fetch her from LRT. Why i always help her when she is in problem? is it i owned her? or i am just a volunteer? well, i did for her is because she is one of the girl i liked before. for me, i felt happy to do something to the person who i liked. even thought she hurt me before, at last we still can keep in touch, i think this is more than enough.. same as her, piGhead, i done anything for her, just because of her! this called love? (",)

The 16th day without her

Headache when wake up this morning, but not tired, may be is yesterday whole day faced the computer. Today quite early get back home then after played playstation, sleep.... wow.. sleep is the most happiest thing! just now I attended Chee Wai’s birthday dinner for a while. Saw some old ex classmate.. everyone was fine... some just finished exam, some just started exam. well have to continue my assignment.. that’s all for today! good night! miss yoU!

The 15th day without her

Finally I finished my Technical English’s draft report at least 1000 words! I seat in front of my computer for whole day! first time so crazy! ^^ I felt that I didn’t learned much in the way I study or do homework or assignment because one of the reason is I don’t think it deeply to make myself 100% understand. That’s why how hardworking I did also equals to zero! Why I still make same mistake? hmm.. don’t know. (‘’) so tired! bit of headache.. Finish my summary then is time for me to sleep.. I miss you! piGheaD!! can u feel it??

The 14th day without her

Wasted and wasted my time! =( next week have to pass up 4 assignment and i didn't even rush for it. i just did half way out of 4, suck man! when i will learn to be a good time management person ya?? today i went a duty near petaling street there, this is a singing competition, organized by our C.Hwa school (chong hwa xiao you hui). Overall, everything gone smooth but there was a technical PA problem, this stuff hard to avoid. well, my duty position was on the back out the stage, calling people to be prepared and pass mic to them, few pretty girls was there.. wow.. =) mm.. i very admired those who know to sing!! why i cant sing well? why i cant memories those lyric? why???!!! anyway, recently i felt that i changed to be quiet already. feel like don't like to talk much but if i talk, i will talk until shoot that person.. =) is it a good sign to change to quiet person? =( i seldom saw her on9.. is it she busy for exam? assignment? or what???? yesterday i storied my stuff to annai, now only she know my sadness towards her. if from a positive angel view, i felt more than enough that what i had before.. sweet memories will always be in our mind but, years to years, our memories will slowly and slowly forgotten, thats why human write dairy or blog to keep their memories. i hope i will remember well our sweet memories as well as her.!

The 13th day without her

Was our site visit at seremban fun?? liked shit man! we visited the Istana Diraja Sri Menanti, went there to look those joint at the building, captured pictures, look around, that's all. Whole day gone! Seremban Macdonald different from KL, just a bit of different, more fresh, more nice. ^^ this morning, i heard a song called "zui jin", my tear almost drop because the lyrics of the song described her that she had changed, something happened to her. . . . so depress. well, stop here today, have to have a drink with annai. bye~~ cheer man =)

The 12th day without her

What the Fool man!! Many assignment have to pass up next week! English report, English summary, portfolio of building construction, assignment 2 of design theory!! maybe the project of Auto Cad have to let Sir check... sob sob~~ i hate tomorrow! tomorrow tomorrow tomorrow! i hate you! tomorrow, i have to go a site visit at Seremban, have to wake up early. today, when v submitted our assignment, ours was the most less pages.. =( then we went to sunway, some of them had their lunch at sushi king, i didn't eat cause want to save money. =) then they went to entertainment area to play race car but i also didn't play. after that we went back our college continue our class. Mr Hong gave our group feed back, said our group's materials on presentation was quite good but less on practice! need us to practice more before presentation. well, i felt sick with myself because my time management was suckz! hate myself!!!! and hate my stupid shit habit!! don't know was she fall asleep already? but saw her logged in msn but off already.. good night piGheaD!!

The 11th day without her

The quiz was suck man! Is about the APA style (reference), what the hell man, just knowing a bit. I get 6.6 marks for my 3 minute presentation, my Sir said that I’m out of the topic, but still passed. =( poor English!! 3 of us today went to eat dim sum after class, chwen went to help her sister at pharmacy. at noon, suyin called me, ask me want to go for buy c.wai’s present, I don’t want cause I celebrated with him last Saturday. recently I spend quite much money so I prefer not to go. she said she baked the biscuit with failure, so sad to her. She said will bake a cake for me when my birthday on coming November. Wait for her yummy cake!! Well, finally I had finished up my IBS assignment that have to pass up by tomorrow. I miss her a lot!! Always see her online without chattering, too bad. But I feel more than enough. haha.. Positive thinking!! Today, my Sir said that AT student should have a well time management, if not you be die by tomorrow.. =)

The 10th day without her

Tiring day!! my friend, Joseph found his pencil case, he damn happY with it cause it follow with his for years, his good friend gave him as a gift. He said if he found it, he will treat me meal.. wow!! i get his treat.. =) well, today after class, we four of us damn pig! went to the curve for capturing fitting room pictures!! so stupid.. at last, just get some pictures, seems like went there like nothing. back home, sa poH called me, then we on the phone about one and half hours.. my assignment for IBS haven't touch on it, and have to pass up this thrusday!! damn man! after dinner, i went to my friend's house to rush it, finally we did almost already. But tomorrow there is a quiz, damn again man!! shit and shit man!! so tired! have to sleep. good night. . . to her. =)

The 9th day without her

well, today class was damn suck!! seems like going there for nothing. the weather was so windy , i like it so much. Then we decided to play basketball after class, after our lunch, stupid weather started to rain slightly. On the way back i felt asleep. recently, my face became suck and suck!! those naughty dirty pain pimples are popped out, so sad. is it my diet problem? or lack of sleep? or miss her so much? what is she doing now? human always think something silly when they feel bored, miss someone so on and so on. so am i silly also? writing blog for each day. when i will stop it? i also don't know. back to today's basketball, i won the shotting step by step! yeah!! maybe is my luck. one of my friend, he was the one so bad luck. he... he... he stepped on shit! so pity. after that we went to kepong there eat "ice". wow!! feel so "syok"! i know the way to kepong, i think next time i will go there for drink with friends and find my net friend over there, hopefully! stop here for today, cause some times I'm not convenience for me to write when some one was around me! i hate it!!

The 8th day without her

today noon my ex skol, chong hwa had a dance competition, total all if i giv rating, i ll giv 2.5 star out of 5!! hahaha.... btw me n my frenz are jz gav them support.. mayb they ll feel wow..! quite success.. haha... bad la me.. ya, im bad... im de badest guy...!! lolzz..... "strong outside, soft inside" i think tis sentence can describe me.. cos i read the newspaper today.. said tat Ong Ka Ting was a person who soft outside, strong inside.. my ex-clasmatez owes feel tat me very geng very geng.. bt my inner is very weak... who noe??? no wan noe.. today, my "heng dai", bro told me tat he had broke v his gf... i felt so surprise to him... i din do anything him.. jz hope he ll recover soon n exam good luck!! hey dude! if u saw tis msg, nex time resident evil...!! v go rock n roll!!! haha... v go shake all de sadness... wahaha... den u ll feel relaxxzz... well, wat is love?? my fren sent me a msg tat said wat is love.. i quite agree v tat msg. i remembered tat she told me b4, she duno wat is love, oli noe wat is lik, even she din say she love her bf b4... b4 v started to cool to each others, i wanted to tel her wat is love.. bt chances wont appear smoothly!
"love a person, nid to understand, also nid 'kai jie' ; nid apologize, also nid thz u ; nid admit wrong, also nid care n also nid show consideration ; is accept, nt tolerate ; is mercy, nt connive ; is hard to forget, nt forget ; is interchange each other, nt explain every thing ; is pray for the person silently, nt ask for request ; can hold hand any time BUT nt easily let go the hand"
i translated it fr chinese... hahaha... hope she will noe wat is love as me oso... i heard 1 sentence b4, "love a person who does not love you, this is called love"... izit true?? haha... duno... tis happened to me b4... wow... sad stuff!! ytd nite, my fren, last time very fren v me bt nw nt quite very fren olid, last time lik "heng dai" bt nw nt ... isit no forever 'heng dai'??? same s best fren.. izit no forever best fren?? few months ago, i jz had a best fren... bt nw seems lik appear jor... all bullshit in my life!! shit man! junhoe.... happY happY owes... a smile can changed every thing! =) lets smile... say cheese... =)

The 7th day without her

wow!! i had been hanging out side for whole day to celebrate my "heng dai" b'day. this is my 3rd time went sing K.. i did sing bt nt much tis time.. =( cos im nt a good singer. ^^ arrr!! tat 2 gal!! s.ying n sa poH din sing at all!! oli the guyz... me, lala, monkey, joey n jia sern sing... after tat v hanging out the shopping complex without any target... me jz fooling them, bring them up n down.. lolzz... fun ! fun ! fun ! den hang to those games area.. stupid lala!!! played de game tat wan hit on de thing.. played til bleed... so pitY... act wise... lolzzz.. a while later come hui ying.. she joined us.. v went T.S.. while walkin.. i saw the shop tat last time me n her went to buy her dress... i had the sudden feel to buy new dress for her.. let her become more pretty... haha.. den v went shabu shabu train steambut had our dinner... wow!! after tat v went to...... starhill!!!! a cool, prefect place...!! damn nice restaurent tat i haven been b4.. i went b4 last year... the toilet damn traditional n modern.. it mixed both to create a prefect feeling... WOoow man!!

The 6th day without her

no class for today.. played game almos the day.. "harvest moon" is bout become a farmer.. i very lik tis game even is owes repeated same thing in the game, i learned tat owning $$ is quite hard.. at 1st u hav to work very very very hard until u get result den $$ will come to u.. haha... i lik village life.. it giv me the feel of comfortable... haha... erm.. nth special happened today.. ya, my granpa came today for visiting my bro... v din tell him tat the incident tat happened to my bro.. jz lie him tat my bro fall down n broke his hand... bad la.. telling a lie is hard than study... btw, nw i oso duno wat to do.. do my auto cab project?? or msn?? or both?? or jz dream?? haizyo haizyo~~ today she trained to do practical.. hope she did well.. =)

The 5th day without her

(1st, placed it in a proper way[ my hand.. in pink shirt.., 2nd stand on it for 30 sec v did it!!!, 3rd jump down fr it den become . . .)


stupiG stupiG stupiG me!!!! again!!! wat the shit man!! i accidentally hurt my finger by closing my fren car's door... wat the du~~~ man!! so painfulL~~!! even nw, when i press it... The Feeling of PAIN... can u imagine it? ytd, k.how get hurt fr a can of coke, when v get inside the car, the coke exploded suddenlly..today i had 2 presentation.. de 1st 1 is de project model, v successfully make it, stand above it for 30sec.. BUT.. i collapsed it... cos my fren jump fr it... wahahahaha.. so coOl... den coming is my design theory presentation, i feel damn bad tis time, mayb is my preparation is too bad, din practice my own, well i get it fun fr tis time, i will improve it! aftertat my gang followed khow to meet up his frenz... watch 'the invation' n had our dinner together.. den take pics... his frenz are-banana, jia wen, siao xuan, ... forget jor.. haha... bad la me.. today din c her on9... mayb tired.. duno~~ jz guessing.. cos i saw her msn said tat today she will went to clinical.. hope u did best..!

The 4th day without her

As usual, bt y.chwen din followed us.. he skipped his class.. in TE class, v had to giv a 2-3min talk bout the topic tat v picked in a box.. so I picked “something tat I cant stand for”, I talk bout myself... include my bro n sis’s attitude... after tat v continue our project.. because v hav to pass up by tmr n present it... at last v had completed our project... quite cool.. tmr, one of our group members hav to stand on it bout 30sec... den hav to write report... hope avthing go smoothly ...!! I saw her msn title, I feel she is quite happY today... I can feel it.. she happy.. I oso happy... hope she rmb my 6 words!

The 3rd day without her

ytd cos of my cousin fr USA came back then overnite at my house therefore inconvenience for me to type my bloG.. walao!! today morning very “lut” la me.. stupiD me... I had a site visit to the national mosque.. I noe the site visit but I duno is a national mosque... so I wear a long shirt with pigs piCz....!! and short pant.... when I arrived my fren house b4 went to skol, he told me.. wah... u so wise..!! den borrow cloths fr him... den I brought my new camera... INSIDE NO BETTERY!! wat the shit man... !! I learnt many from the Islamic guy... he told us more bout de islam... hw they pray... .. . . . . at noon, v continue my course project.. actually 4-5 person a group... our group had 7!!! so wat?? all oso nt work together... my 2 frens almost get fight .. haiz... av1 lai lai han han.. include me la.. so if wan blame, hav to blame av1.. life owes lik tis.. u cant expert it to be smoothly, it will hav many obstruct... me n her oso... i cant expert it fr my own.. I m nt her n she is nt me... therefore v nid communication and believe.. so vexation.... ^^ jz cheer... avthing ll be perfect...

The 2nd day without her

today i went to a talk fr a duno whether is lecturer or a prof or wat, he is fr duno which University... cant heard properly... i learn a new thing tat he said, nothing is forever!! he had 3 career nw... he said tat career will be changed in ur future... in my way to think... he is absolutely rite!! as love, i oso cant say tat i ll love u forever... even though i did said b4.. so ?? is it will forever?? therefore now, the oli thing i can do is jz loving her, caring her silently day by day.. in tis mornin, during sittin chun yee's car, my mind thinkin tat between love and study, i ll chose which 1... actualy there are no exact answer fr me.. hw to choose ya?? haizyo..~~ jz duno... bt.... ~~ jz nw, i jz copy her pic.. her latest pic... i very miss her......!!!!!!! "我要你好好過" tis 6 words is my hope to her in the letter... good luck to her!! avthing happen smoothly to her ba!! miz u stupiG!! nitez..

The 1st day without her

After ytd nite i fetched her back fr lrt station and i passed her a letter, v din contact each other... today i felt tat i quite hard workin than usual.. i read the passage tat lecturer gav, bout architect. although i understand quite much bt there are stil many words i duno... more than 70 words.... i underline it... bt haven check it out... tis noon, i chit chat v 2 frens bout an hours... 1 is sapoH another is kayli... it had been long time for me tat din chat lik tis... lucky parents din get scold fr parents... ^^ nite, i continue my assignment, i duno hw to do... its sucKz.... architect mind is complicated.. arrrr!!!! bt i try my best... i saw she on msn... bt din chat v her... cos ... i said tat v wont meet anymore fr the letter... m i regret?? i duno... i jz noe.. i keep loving her silently... pray for her everyday.. hope she is happY and nt get hurt anymore.. tis is wat i can do... 2 months later she ll be back again.. is the month my bday... will she rmb?? lolzzz... i duno... tat is me.... duno duno duno~~ if noe i oso no nid to yi yi ngam ngam infront of the computer laRRR!!!

why get sad again & again?? u think is fun??

today sad again laRR... she broke her promise!! she said will let me know what happened to her... but she lied me!!! she said this incident very serious... it juz made me more more more more worried onlY... i did avthings to her jz wan her happpY.. cheeR owes... protect her.. cant she feel it?? sometimes gt hope, sometimes lik wan me jump fr hill... wei... dai jie.. wat u wan o?? im a human tat got feeling de leh... she hopes to get wat, i try my best to achieve for her.. my heart get hurt once n once... BUT, when she was appeared infront of me/beside me, her smile will cure all my hurt... avthing turns to prefect.. isit tis called the poweR of lovE??