我的心总是不舒服！

期待中的失望是如何的感觉呢？
虽然已成为了麻木感觉，
但我还是很不开心！！
今天她放我飞机，
不过她有陪我一下下，
我已足够开心因为至少有陪啊!!
她答应明天,陪她时,她又说不能！
那时我已不开心，话说少了，
她感觉不到。。（我觉得)
过后,我还是说会话..
回到家,我就信息她,
-说我已到了.. .. ..
我就躺在床上想（不开心），
我很累了，便睡下下，
起来时，望电话有没有她回我的信息，
没有！！！
总而言之就不开心！！
星期一我要开工了，
所以，已定了今天，明天，后天，
她陪我。。
结果？？
我的心还是怪怪.. 有东西围着它..
现在的我，好像要病了。。。
身体热热的哦。。
对不起，我不想的。。 控制不来。。

holiday!!

yeah.. i am holidaying... i am enjoying my life recently... coming june i will going to work... so, i don't have much time left to enjoy... these is a person whom i always worry about her.. she is kee.. she is quite a pretty girl.. which is always give me supports.. cares.. i was very lucky.. thanks a lot.. i watched narnia yesterday night at pavilion with gang of scout mates... this is our first time gathered.. we was chit chattering crazy... the topic which is prostitute or porns.. ~.~ then we went 1st station for our second round.. tired....