The 199 - 205th day without her

this week is the most stress among my 3rd semester.. especially design studio... by mr fabian.. he is a good lecturer but i think is over good... maybe he target was set high toward his student.. and the last project, i was one of his student... pity? or good for us? he banned my idea twice..!! my character of my project is a dancer - jolin. for my 1st idea, mostly form was square - he said, do you think jolin likes this house (design). well, 1st time i was ok with it.. so i changed... 2nd idea, was some sort of ballet dancer (movement). he said - it was not enough graceful.. lines of the dancer movement.. banned again. i was very angry.. i don't know i was angry myself or angry him.. may be both.. angry myself - didn't put 100% affect on my works.. angry him - over smart with himself.. ^^ well... i also busy with my services part of my electricity.. seems like lack of time done in time before due date.. haiz... blame of my lazy-ness... actually, i did half way earlier... cause of lazy... i was busy with scout stuff also... what is my time management... where??? "gg"... saturday night, i went to seremban chung hwa for campfire.. it wasn't fun because of raining... =( next day morning, scout activity... ipoh scout came to our school for teaching us new stuff... tired but no time to relax.. where is my ideas?????? kayli just back from hong kong.. quite surprised me when i miss call her, and she call back me.. she just back from hongkong.. wow.. i also wanted to go.. maybe... will go on may.. recently, i knew a girl.. called shye kee.. mm.. she quite a innocent girl also.. always felt not enough sleep.. =) hopefully to know more about her..

The 192th - 198th day without her

the more busy, the more stress... why? because of my studio...... and the lecturer.... MR FABIEN!! he was a special guy!! the legend... stop about him.. well... he was the lecturer who gave me such a pressure... sucks me during individual discussion... the heat in my body raising up from 0 - 100c.
the coming discussion, i get better feed back... did i do a good research? mm... maybe, maybe not... i was busy with various thing!! scout(junior), scout gathering, studio, assignment... time management is suck........ i went to a PAM lecturer series talk about sustainable building by a french.. damn bored!! no point!! wasted time and money.. ... . . . met edward, also a lecturer.. asked me weather interested work as part time as model making in his working company.. well... i guess so... hopefully.. then we rush to another talk by an artist... .... for me, bored.. because i am not damn good in listening and talking skill (english).. hauyee n yc also went for the talk... "kiasu" people... huhhh.... thrusday, today sy plan canceled... i dated angel for lunch, but at last she reject because wanted to join her friend then we went eat "ice" at air panas... this was pretty bad... she was not eating but watching me... cool and silence... i wanted to get into her world.. but i failed... sorry.... after that i went to cut my hair.. then following by suyiN.. chatting around at kfc... she pretty pity of scold by her mum... cheer up girl!! =) tired now!! tomorrow start training camp 3 days 3 nights... =( monday- model...!! shit!!

The 185th - 191th day without her

busy like hell.... even didn't sleep for whole damn night with my good friend, joseph... because of my outdated computer... my 3D max software can't support the graphic when i do further.. shit! bullshit!! therefore i have no choice.... due date is tomorrow... what can i do? lucky the digital lab was booked by some seniors... pieeew... some more there is a exam for building services... 20% of the overall marks...!! damn my asssssssss... that whole night, whole day was crazy... read equals to didn't read... what the "screw" man!!!! my friend, joseph prepared some "cha siew bao" for us as supper... thanks... at last i done mine part, comes him also... then exam... when sitting in the annex, the exam hall, first, it was cold... second, i was tired, third, i felt that i wanted to sleep besides exam... this time might be "GG", which mean DIE!! if i get 10 out of 20, that was super extremely lucky!!! for my previous test, i get 12 over 20... that was consider lucky also... because, i knew i had many wrong answer... so why still get more than half... perhaps, i better than those who study more hard... thanks god and my lucks... after exam, we went to one utama shopping complex for movie, 10000bc... this movie was quite nice... it is my style.. i like some soft of old war style movie... i hate those who give comment as this movie was really sucks!!! hey, please... if this is not your type of movie, just say not my type... don't say sucks.....!!! even is, please low down your voice, talk between your friend and not to whole "village"!!!

The 178th - 184th day without you

Finally, i knew the truth... pighead has boy friend already.. when that moment i asked her.. my heart really broke down.. but i am happy to know the truth, at least i know she has boy friend already.. the next day, my mood turned back to normal.. that night, i called ling.. we chatted quite long.. even i felt weird, may be we didn't chat for about more than one month.. i expected to update more.. but she has more sad stuff... ~.~ wuwu... recently i was busying with my studio work.. the day before submittion date, i was rushing and rushing my tracing work... sucks!! because many curve... i slept around 5a.m and wake up around 8a.m... =..= thrusday, me, t.t and ling went the garden to watch movie... wow.. it's high class!! all couple seats.. for student price is 15Rm!!! but if with belover, its worth.. vantage point is the movie we watch.. its quite special... but . . . bored a bit of the special.. friday - sunday, i went to kuala selangor for site visit as study.. cool at first.. damn bad at middle and end.. 1 first experience sucks camping... wuwu..~.~ came back that day, i was hungry.. therefore i called someone accompany me and she is "teh siao ying"!! ^^ x

The 171th - 177th day without her

my friend lost his wallet.. pity.... recently just busying with my studies.. 3D max, studio, building services, building construction... all sucks... coming friday, there is a small exam for building construction... wuwu~.~ wednesday, we went to chwen new house overnight after study.. we went to play basketball... wow.. damn "geng"... we just cheap ass... so tired.... friday night, after scout meeting, i went to drink with leemun at uma rami at jalan ipoh there.. we chatted a lot of our stuff.. "ahiz''''''

The 164th - 170th day without you

started my college life.. busy? yup.. i was busy.. starting with my design then model stuff... wuwu~.~..... tired of it... valentine... i bought a present for suyin... actually, i wanted to make a nice box for her to put the cute stuff inside.. due to some one who make me angry... therefore according to my mood i didn't make it... i wished piGhead but she didn't reply... i tried to use my sister cellphone to miss call her, she did reply that " who are you"... i was depress... that is what she want to treat me? well.. i saw her new uploaded pictures.. i saw she wear the necklace that i called her sister pass to her.. suitable for her style.. sweet sweet.. back to suyin.. how i pass to her? this problem made me felt sucks!! the night before valentine day, i asked some one to pass to her.. because of my friend don't like her.. at last she refuse to help me... i damn angry at that time.. lastly, i passed a small present to frankie to pass it to piggy.. that time when i was driving, i quite emotional without dangerous.. then i find mei to help me... thanks!!valentine day, i finished class damn earlier today.. suyin sent a thanks message to me... then i use this opportunity to ask her out.. i thought she is free but. . . then i just accompany my friend chun yee to watch jumper at sunway... good movie... when i back home, surfing the net.. a sudden call by suyin.. requesting help from me... at last i fetch her back.. friday, friends asked me whether want to out or not. i rejected them.. first reason- i was busying with my site visit at one utama there. second reason- i don't want to see them.. don't like their "style"... seems like not my cup of tea.. but .. ~.~ third reason- during that period, i don't want to have any relation with some one.. which is one of the best method to avoid... satuday, they asked me out again.. this time i changed my mind and go with them to visit houses.. i was quite disappointed that . . . at night, my relative having a steambut behind my house.. that night i drunk quite much... golden label..one of the first class whiskey(gold, blue, green, black, red).. and red wine.. blur blur...

The 157th - 163th day without you

This is the first time that i felt chinese new years was sucks!!! In my previous chinese new year, i will celebrate with many relative .. gamble at the first day of chinese new year.. but this year, some get married.. some went to others place.. at last, there is only left few... during the period, i dated quite lots of friend.. among 3days, i date more than 10 times!! some i even called three times.. shit! bull shit! recently i knew a new friend, chloe, i messaged her quite often, but always just chat a while.. piGhead came back for her Chinese NEw year on wednesday night, i offered to fetch her but she refused.. well... is normal for me since "A" years.. her hometown is at ipoh... and my friend chloe also at ipoh... that was so coincidence... before chinese new year, i find angel for lunch... she is quite pretty.. same as her sister.. but have the same weird attitude.. actually the main purpose that i find her is because i wanted to pass something to her and her sister(valentine present, a necklace) .. we went "kang cheng" for lunch. just near by my house.. before chinese new year that night, i went club with my cousin.. BAR CLUB.. expansive and no chick at all.. just only few.. this was the first time i talked with the two chick... quite ok... invited them to join us drink... because we cant finish.. just drink half bottle... but at last they refused me because they want leave... when we leave, they still hanging there with others bastrad!! this is a good experience for me..