The 48th day without her

yesterday night, i canceled my movie plan and joined sa poh's friends for drink, c.wai also there and k.hoe came at last. good news and bad news!!! before bad news, i said my good news first , i checked my eyes at eyes specialist, i can wear glasses !! yeah! =) left eye 70++ while right eye 20++. last time i always wanted to wear glasses.. now, the chance come true.. but for my face, the shape of my face not suit to wear glasses.. wuwu~~ bad news come! in my 17 years life, i cried twice the most, one was when i am form three, another was this evening! both of this, this was the first time i cried so seriously! i think i won't mention what happened through here. is related my last year birthday's present and all about my brother, he such an idiot and rubbish! 23 years old still don't know think! wasted time! don't know learn from mistake! still think that he is always the right..! you think you are MR RIGHT ya? no, you are not! you are MR WRONG!! some times some memories we can't buy it.. but he destroy my unforgettable memory! at that time, i wanted to call pighead but i know i cant... therefore i massaged si fatt guai, she was outside. at that moment, i need some one console me, talk to me. lastly, i called su yin. we chatted for about 8 minutes because i finished my hand phone's credit. my eyes was very "zhong"... wuwu~~ at night, i wanted go out and not staying at home. actually i wanted find tan ting but she was dating with sa poh. at this i need some one who can accompany me, i don't want stay at home.. but disappointed.. while watching movie waiting for sleep, friend called me for celebrate for her birthday.. then i drove because no more space for me.. i slept at 5am.. cool man! super the tired! first time i saw so the cake so big.. every one eat until want vomit.. wuwu~~