The 39th day without her

wow!! i slept for 3 hours only!! 5 in the morning only sleep... ^^ my whole body was hot.... my eyes were dry and tired... i done my assignment at 3am. while i am going to sleep, i saw "si fatt guai(ghost)" online again at 2 something.. she said her college friends went to her house for surprise.. at first, everyone thought that she won't have a happy's birthday included her self buton the contrary she was happy with her birthday. she happy, i also happy.. ^^ i still haven't say why i slept at 5am... because i gave 2hours to si fatt guai as her birthday gift... so special.. ^^ we chatted until my maid get up and eat her breakfast... she fast(puasa).. me and her super tired ... i think that at college, she will became a special panda bear.. i still conscious with what am i thinking, doing... i have to be fair to everyone.. every action that i make , have to consider deeply, if not . . . what will be happen if a person's life full of failure in love stuff? won't get marriage? scare of coupling? ^^ i also don't.. i knew si fatt guai was a good girl.. . . . well, whole day just full of tiredness... i felt happy with my assignment because sir said GREAT!! while showing to him.. piGheaD is coming back soon... even thought i said don't want to meet each other, i am still looking forward to see her.. like last time... (a moment like this)... sweet memories... will our sweet memories continue???