The 14th day without her

Wasted and wasted my time! =( next week have to pass up 4 assignment and i didn't even rush for it. i just did half way out of 4, suck man! when i will learn to be a good time management person ya?? today i went a duty near petaling street there, this is a singing competition, organized by our C.Hwa school (chong hwa xiao you hui). Overall, everything gone smooth but there was a technical PA problem, this stuff hard to avoid. well, my duty position was on the back out the stage, calling people to be prepared and pass mic to them, few pretty girls was there.. wow.. =) mm.. i very admired those who know to sing!! why i cant sing well? why i cant memories those lyric? why???!!! anyway, recently i felt that i changed to be quiet already. feel like don't like to talk much but if i talk, i will talk until shoot that person.. =) is it a good sign to change to quiet person? =( i seldom saw her on9.. is it she busy for exam? assignment? or what???? yesterday i storied my stuff to annai, now only she know my sadness towards her. if from a positive angel view, i felt more than enough that what i had before.. sweet memories will always be in our mind but, years to years, our memories will slowly and slowly forgotten, thats why human write dairy or blog to keep their memories. i hope i will remember well our sweet memories as well as her.!