The 90th day without her

three months... it had been passed three months... many things had happened between these days.. -joys, sadness, bored... today i should going out with yuanteng.. but... wuwu~.~ yesterday when i called her, when i heard she said that have to cancel.. i very angry with it... always last minute tell me.. what the hack! then i said if i didn't call you, you wont tell me?? she said she just finished bath.. wanted to call me.. that time i only cool down myself.. sad !!! i heard something from her that about "chocolate".. i have nothing to do... just now, my sister told me that want to go 1Utama shopping complex.. sure good.. ^^ pighead is coming back for her holiday i think... she will be back tonight.. i wanted to fetch her... but i know she sure don't want.. should i massage her?? 50% 50% chances.. help me please...!!

The 89th day without her

Quite a good day... went out with munhoe... actually called joey they all but they refused.. well, never mind, just we two is ok too... we just confirmed the location and time in this morning... he late for an hour!!! =} we watched BEOWULF... my friend told me that this movie was not nice.. once i watched.. i felt quite nice.. it was not human act, it was all made by computer technology.. before movie started, i went gasalin have a drink... the environment i super like.. ^^ i knew two new friend of him.. one is Carol and another is Michael. three of them study travel.. night, i had drink with sa poh they all.. many stranger.. unknown people.. when everyone was back, left me and sa poh... while waiting her brother, i accompany her wait her brother.. her brother fetched me back too.. i lend her a "movie".... ^^ and two comics (stupid dragon)... don't know how is piGhead's condition??.... be happy... i will give you a surprise chrismax present yea!..

The 88th day without her

yesterday i was mad.. first, my friend can't edit pictures for me(but i tried scanned again with higher dpi) second, my sister dropped my 0142217133's sim card into her piano. then others stuff.. wuwu~.~ today i supposed to be happy, just like normal... but i can't... she was not happy therefore, i accompany her not happy too.. =) later i will message her, try my best to cheer up her.. [h][a][p][p][y]...

The 87th day without her

she really pretty... more and more pretty... every one have changed a lot... include myself... she was happy with her self as i see through pictures... i should happy with her also... yuanteng messaged me today.. quite a surprise.. she asked me how to go 1utama shopping complex.. this friday, she don't want me to bring my friend.. wuwu~.~ but i will try to bring.. ^^ just now, i called my friend, joseph to help me edit picture.. i needed to make puzzle for her as christmax gift.. yeah.. ^^ finally, me and joey had finished design the "shu qian" gift for the blood campaign... fei wen head of the blood campaign very satisfy with it... she can't imagine that we can designed it so fast... because, last night she called to to design... i can't draw well, but i can give idea... therefore, i find joey to design together. mostly of my day spent at his house.. i had tried joey's cook... actually just boiled the sup... quite nice.. ^^ few months ago.. pighead cooked maggie mee for me too... =) i am her first guy enjoy her cook, even just a maggie mee. Wanted chat with her.. but ......

The 86th day without her

A good boy day for me.. morning, i canceled going out... i called sa poh's house.. so stupid.. i asked for suet ling but his brother called suet ting... so cute her sister.. stupid stupid... the blank dvds that she gave me can't burn.. next time only borrow her the original dvd... cool stuff!!! she told me that she dream .... (secret) noon, i sent my sister for piano tuition, wait her for an hour... -sleep. wuwu~.~ i watched one of the sa poh's dvds that she lend to me.. "the hill got eyes 2" last time, i heard people said this movie quite scary, nice, excited... on my view, i think that very poor.. bored... bad than ok... ^^ miss pighead yea.... wuwu~.~

The 85th day without her

^^ i watched part 1 and part 2 of a story yesterday.. quite surprising me and interesting. today i waked up very early for duty of a fun walk at bangsar. my apprentice sent me a message that she walked to lrt station... what?! i quickly told her, i fetch her... at last i fetched her... she was stubborn!! just a bored duty day!! nothing happened... wuwu~.~ after finished, we discussed quite long... always like that... others college gang also... waiting luck arrive.... wuwu~.~ we went to have our lunch near by.... what the hack!! the "nasi briyani" cost 12 ringgit!! by the way, lucky quite nice.. after that we discussed quite long again!! then we decided go for sing... wow!! 4 hours!! first time so enjoy.. ^^ siao ying seems moody... maybe related to me also.. i do apologize... then fetch them back... me and si fatt guai chatted a lot too... wow... super tired and fun day... this coming friday.. i am going sunway meet yuanteng.. maybe bringing her too... yeah... i wanted pighead send me her pictures... but she was away.. =( scare she feel i was irritated.. wanted to watch "secret" before sleep, but just a song when played in the dvd player.. i watched this movie half way.. try to imagine.. if the 2 character are me and stupiG.. dreaming me...

The 84th day without her

Wanted to swim... but that stupid guy don't want... =( after my eaten, i continued sleep until 1 something.. this time i think i was dreaming... i don't why i said like this because.... i felt someone behind me hug me.. disturbing me.. i thought the person was my daddy.. so i didn't bother... the more i sleep, the more i tired.. sleep like a piG.. when i was awaken, i looked outside, my daddy's car wasn't back yet.. am i dreaming or ??? i did chat with piGheaD today.. she was very happy... because .. spent quite a lot on her shopping.. actually, i don't like she spent money like drink water.. i know she likes shop... but there is also a limitation.. i do like shop with her.. i also wanted buy new cloths for her... wanted her dress up nicely.. sweetly.. wanted see her smile.. why i don't like she spent? because.. she only have her mother to take care of them... so i don't want to see her mother suffer financial problem.. i still remembered, she angry me because of her laptop.. wuwu~.~ just now, she shown me few of her pictures with her new dress... 1 word! sweet....!!! i was happy when looked at the pictures... ^^ hope that she send to me... just now she was busy.. tonight, my mother's brother going to celebrate his birthday.. so we are going there for dinner... just behind our house.. pighead... eat more and take care more yourself.. since you started talk with me.. i should appreciate this chance.. now, i won't action foolishly.. just maintain like last time.. sometimes, i did too care you, because i am too worry you.. hope one day, you will understand me..

The 83th day without her

i refused my friend's date... i think this is my first time promised people then refused people... "put aeroplane or fong fei gey" ... too bad me?? actually, i just don't want my parents fed up with me.. sorry friends... bored day!!!!!!!!!!! besides facing on computer, watch movie, day dreaming.. nothing can do... i refreshed back the memories with pighead.. the moment we together- "a moment like this". take care... !!

The 82th day without her

this morning, when i switched on my cell phone, i get a massage her suet ling, said that there was a meeting at teo's house at 2p.m. after fetched my sister to monoroil station at titiwangsa, i went to find my apprentice for breakfast.. wow, before that, my sister... no... me... stupiG me.. show the wrong direction to my sister to star lrt station.... when i realized, i immediately called her... then bring her out... lucky she didn't go inside the train... while having breakfast with my apprentice, finally, i knew who's that guy... ^^ half way eating, my brother called me.... asked me whether can fetch him to his college at PJ. then after ate, straight went back and fetch him.. i thought that i will be late to teo there.. because traffic jam.. lucky, we still arrived teo there early.. this sunday, we will having a duty near midvalley.. have to wake up early... wuwu~.~ before i went back, chee wai asked whether want to go night market or not.. i refused him.. because...... i don't want to drive.. but at night, monkey told me he did want go... he drive so i follow.. his driving skill become more danger and danger.. so scary... after that, we went for movie.. crazy man!! i called my apprentice also... we watched the Kingdom.. a good movie... not bad.. but for certain people, they won't enjoy... my apprentice vomit while watching... pity her.. ya, one more thing, i met my ex-primary schoolmate. I do like to introduce her in here, she called carmen... now she moved to cheras.. our relation was quite complicated last time.. ^^ good night pighead..

The 81th day without her

I didn't met up with chee wai they all at LRT station, i went there by my own. At first, i thought that i wanted go there earlier looking forward what i wanted to buy for her.. i wanted to make puzzle for her as chrismax present, total is 4 set... but... quite costly. what should i do? another thing is a cup.. full of her pictures.. as well as mine if got.. well, still got long time, so i didn't went there earlier.. i reached there earlier than them... walk and walk without purpose.. when met them, they said si fatt guai there also.. then i went to find her... i saw her sister.. cute.. but bit of "dai dai"... sing time... i quite enjoyed the moment with them but i am not quite good on that kind of stuff... wuwu~.~ finished, monkey went tuition, we went to shop... walked until my leg wanted to break! cheewai bought a some soft of jacket.. colorful while joey bought a pair of shoe... dinner, we went to night market... wow! a day gone with full of tiredness... some more, i bought 2 packet of supper for my parents but... only eaten one.. because... my father just taken his dinner when i get back home... wuwu~.~ too bad.. "pighead pighead where are you, who is the pretties in the world..??" the answer is... .... don't know.. ^^ you?? maybe.. crazy me.. wuwu~.~

The 80th day without her

Cool! talk time record for me, 4 hours and 20 minutes.. if still continue on it, i think will be more than 5 hours.. ^^ this was happened yesterday... =) i serviced my car... now the air condition back to normal... so cool... whole day watched movie... tired plus bored... wanted to find them drink but.. bit of lazy... wuwu~.~ tomorrow i am going to sing K... happy? is it my cup of tea? actually, i wanted to try accept this cup of tea.. ^^ because can sing with pighead.. if got this chances... =) don't know what is she doing now... misss~~~

The 79th day without her

wow!!!.. finally, i finished my semester2.. coming up by semester3.. semester4,5,6... these day, keep on memories and memories and my last exam was not tough as my imagination.. quite easy actually, but there was an essay i can't really understand, just did what ever i know.. ^^ recently, i had a apprentice.. she is chaw chuen, sapoh's friend.. our relation quite good.. many stuff to share.. chat.. we had exchange our secret.. i am the first human that had her blog's link... quite secret.. while there was a sadness condition that happened to my friend, kayli.. she was in bad bad bad mood(tearing) yesterday when i was studying. i tried my best to cheer up her.. every massage had full of cheering sign... well, i hope she will be fine soon, the prom night stuff will going smooth... now, my condition is so tired. we went to swim again.... this time, we captured many pictures... various of stupid post... ^^ full of tiredness... pig pig... wuwu~.~ i wanted massage her.................. T.T... take care ya..

The 78th day without her

Scouting.... long time didn't went back, today i felt that the relation between me and the group that i taught have been improved.. that shown a good sign.. but i still can't memories all their names.. Oh my god.. almost a year.. i still can't remember everyone name.. get back home, felt tired after ate and bath therefore.. what should i do?? sure have a good nap.. but.. =( can't sleep well also.. don't why.. awaken later, i started seriously revise.. memories and memories... bored!!! today is yankher's birthday, they called me up to have dinner with them at One station.. so, i didn't follow my family for dinner.. they went the Mall... =( next station, some went for movie, some went back, and me, went back home blogging, surfing net then later will be revising soon... the day after tomorrow, i can fly... ^^ i set pighead's picture in my cellphone, every time i see her at the screen, i will touch her face... i will have the feeling that i don't know how to express.. some soft of sad, happy, want cry(tears), miss her.. all mixed together.. revise time ya... misssssssss you!

The 77th day without her

whole night can't sleep well..........!!!! i don't whether was the cup of coffee or, the previous day i didn't have enough sleep, felt my whole body very hot.. every time i saw pighead's pictures.. my tears wanted to drop... i miss her a lot... especially her smile.... i did said before, when ever i sad, angry her, not happy, her smile can cure me as medicine... i will naturally turn up happy.. i did sent her a massage through cell phone as a morning wish.. she didn't reply.. but i knew she won't... my sense told me.. but i really miss her... study study study but need to study what?? i study after had my breakfast.. except memories, not much thing to study also... wuwu~.~

The 76th day without her

i am so proud of myself!! today started my first exam, yesterday midnight, i talked on the phone with suyiN... wow... cool.. i had to wake up early this morning.. felt super tired.. i drove to college today.. 2 hours drove.. wuwu~.~ today exam, i don't have much time to finish it... T.T... if i didn't simply wrote the answer, i will lose 15 marks over 60... Oh my god... junHoe.. if i get 24 over 60, i will passed the exam.. =) well, this time, mostly of people don't have much time to complete it well... yeah! one more paper to go..!! after monday, i can be more relax as i want... but... is it a good sign?? i don't think so.... wuwu~.~ i went to monkey's condominium swim... this time, wailun and luen chung went too.... more fun than just me and monkey... ^^ this was my first time swim so many times in the pool... a tired day gone by like this... i wanted to have a nap, but seems like can't sleep well... ~.~ night, actually want to find 3 of the pretty girl for drink but they can't... so joined sapoH and her friends... with monkey too... they felt super relax after finished their exam... but super tired... because they went to rock!!...

The 75th day without her

wuwu~.~ T.T tomorrow start my first paper of test.. no feeling at all... but a bit of not feeling well towards my self, maybe didn't read anything.. i tried to find out all the passage sir gave, just gone through few only... ^^ i disturbed sa poh this noon, massaged lots of crap, lame... she thought i am not happy... something happened to me... ya, its something happened to me, i miss pighead a lot... think of wanted to make what for her.. i had an idea already, which is a CUP!! with pictures of her, mostly... and some include me and her... wow!! perfect man!!... good imagination!! as an architecture student, we should always have good imagination!! ^^ =) mauck!!

The 74th day without her

yesterday night, i massaged with suyiN. recently her mood is not in good condition, mostly is related to his boyfriend, i really don't understand why his boyfriend don't appreciate and tolerate suyiN... hey! she is just a little girl... she learned bake cake because of him, where can you find a girl like her?? it's hard!! out of 10, i think only 2-4 only will do that.. she promised bake a cake for me as my birthday present.... but she wanted to stop bake anymore... wuwu~.~ sad.... T.T she told me, she going to stop their relation after his boyfriend's spM exam. well... maybe she just said... i know her.. wish her happy happy always.. anything happened, i will be there to support you ya!! my turn, i felt myself useless.. wasted time... i took out my notes and wanted to study but, i looked on the notes, read and read without go in my brain, whats different with didn't read?? pig me!! wuwu~.~ i went to monkey's condominium for swim.. long time didn't exercise, felt very tired especially my both arm. then before sent monkey to lrt station, we went to BRJ for lunch, he treated me.. thanks! just now, i did wanted to chat with pighead but i think her connection got problem, the massage can't reach her. wuwu~.~ then good night ya!!

The 73th day without her

T.T!!! my daddy always say me looks like a girl... oh my god!!! but if i style my hair, it will be look nice... wuwu~.~ bored and useless day... wanted swim at monkey's condo, but he went out and rain.. black luck!! kayli called me just now.. she bought me a gift, thanks.. don't know what is she doing now... ^^

The 72th day without her

we arrived college bout 11 to print and summit our assignments... after that, one of my friend said wanted to go mid valley as celebration to me.. i sure happy with that.. they still remember me.. ^^ yeong chwen not feeling well so he went back by KTM.. then we-three of us, joseph, choong wai, zaki and najat met at mid valley, we ate ayam mas then watched 30 days of night... a horror movie..!! quite excited plus scary plus "wai" and funny... ^^ this movie, remind me when i watched a scary movie with pidhead, she graped my hand... pulled my shirt.. so sweet memory... =) after that, we straight went back home after movie.. because of traffic jam..!! i slept comfortable inside the car, maybe i was too tired.. my day gone just like this... friday, is my first paper of exam... faster pass these two exam then i can relax... ^^ i felt my eyes sight getting worse, maybe was the yesterday rushed assignment without allowed my eyes rest...

The 71th day without her

bye pighead... be careful and take care.. i didn't attend scouting because i was super tired.. seems like didn't sleep at all... wuwu~.~ i wish to attend but feel not well.. i slept quite late.. lets share my date!! after branch, i started to choose pictures, sketch pictures, cut pictures, pasted pictures from 12p.m until 5 something.. then came my relative, i listened to their grandmother story as my resting.. then continued... after bath and dinner, still continue.... like unstop robotic... i finished at 3a.m midnight... included 2 assignment-sketches and pictures with analyzed, research essay. did like hell... my both parent went to a friend wedding.. before 12a.m, they reached back home and ate cake together, they bought me 8 type of different secret recipe cake. i ate Moise chocolate cake.. yum yum~~ even was not a happy day for me, i felt warm and happy from my family... i should happy with it.. liked yesterday dinner... is hard to have a family like me... pighead's father had pass away since she was small.. she don't have care, love from her father, therefore, i should appreciate what i have now and fell happy..!! i will replace back my happiness with my friends after my exam... happiness, please wait me.. pighead, besides miss you and thank you, i also felt happy that you wished me too.. well.. one more thing, this year, i didn't make any wish, that time celebration with freinds, we straight blew the candles... then just now eat cake without singing so there is no wishing.. the only good chance is wish in here.. ^^ i hope ... (secret) =)

The 70th day without her

Before go dinner, my sister's glasses... yeah~.~

Lazy to wake up this morning, i am still doubting whether want go for meeting (VAD). sa pod said that she will go, so i also follow.. i thought today will learn something, at last just discussed things, chit chattering... wuwu~.~ after finished, i didn't followed them for lunch.. sent sa poh and sy back home, i straight went back home, it was raining that time.. i still have 2 individual assignment needed to do but i can't do at all due to the heavy rain!! shit!! eaten my pizza and nugget, i slept awhile.. started to rush my assignment when awaken.. tonight, my family brought me to EDEN for dinner as celebration with my grandpa. quite costly!! i continued to rush my assignment until midnight. 12a.m was my birthday... happy birthday junhOe... am i happy?? rushing assignment as my birthday present ya? ^^ i am wishing and waiting piGhead wish me... but while wait until i wanted go to bed, still waiting none... wuwu~.~ i received quite lots of wishing.. thanks man! i called shy to chat but just awhile.. quite surprising and made me happy was pui yee mei called me and wished me, there was another person too-phayli.. they two really made me happy.. glad to thank them!

The 69th day without her

cool?? don't play play!!

Again!! stomach not feeling well... oh my god.. T.T munhoe found me today, actually he wanted to date me but my cell phone in silent mode so... whole afternoon, watch movie.. besides doing nothing.. so useless!! i still have 2 assignment have to pass up next monday.. 2 days left.. wuwu~.~ don't how to die.. night, i have a urgent meeting(scout), when i arrived.. i saw few scout members also at there.. they went there for learn dance.. at last, we realized my meeting canceled, their dance canceled... the most sad part wasn't the meeting canceled.. it was my car get bang at the school gate.. sob sob!!! i didn't went back home, stay back play with them... learn some dance.. ^^ i also captured few pictures with a violin.. like professional.. =) pighead did played violin too... feel want to listen she play... i heard once before on the phone... miss you ~.~

The 68th day without her

Joyce, Jennife, JunhOe

Cheese~~~ =)

yummy strawberrY!!

-) blek!!

thinking of her...

My stomach not feeling well again!! what the hell man!! afternoon, i went my singh friend's open house for lunch because of deepavali.. his mother's cook quite delicious.. then i followed chow hong gone back earlier.. before back, me and harmander drunk a cup of alcohol... ^^ night time, i went to "xiao shu" for 4 person's celebration but only 3 came... happy birthday to me, happy birthday to me, happy birthday to me, happy birthday to me???? or i should sing, sad birthday to me, sad birthday to me, sad birthday to me, sad birthday to me???? i think sad is more suitable. well, in here, i would like to thank again to my friends who celebrated with me.. even not happy, i will appreciate the moment with you guys! the t-shirt i like it.. after finished, we didn't go any where.. therefore i went to find an nai.. we chatted inside the car almost 2 hours... we chatted about me, her, jian shern, and pighead sure won't less... each had their happiness, sadness, confuse, doubt.. . . . so? what can we do? how can we do? we only can try our best to think openly.. don't think too deeply.. i felt wanted to cry.. today, i met pighead... i fetched her also... but we didn't talk much also.. the only thing i ask was when are you going back... wuwu~.~ actually i planned to date her this sunday to One Utama or The Curve.. but i think this chance won't come true.. i wanted the first guy bring her to One Utama or The Curve... pighead... i really want.. and i really want cry.... i wanted you accompany me.. chat with me.. like last time... after her birthday celebration, i accompany her, sleep at my chest... i felt so warm... i still remember her smell... ^^ is it the end between us? please don't... T.T

The 67th day without her

boring day.... I will die if everyday repeating the same thing which are wake up, eat, watch, sleep, eat, online, sleep.. I will die soon.. I finished a movie called “ fei duan liu chang”... quite a nice show.. today, I sent a massage to pig that wanted me to fetch her or not through msn while offline. never mind... just consider I did what I can do for her.. I called sa poh this evening, we also chatted quite long.. she wont be going tomorrow noon and night.. quite sad... tomorrow noon, i have to meet my singh friend 1230 with chow hong too.. my best friend knew my recently... I felt happy when chatting with her.. all the best to her following daYs!! pig...... miss you!

The 66th day without her

Oh my god! oh my goodness! oh my gosh! oh my junhoe! besides these, i don't what else can say.. actually i knew it earlier already, i told my friend before, and i thinking recently.. i wanted to ask also but today i saw it.. i read it.. i knew it.. BUT i don't whether was me or not.. my sense telling, it was me!! i don't know whether should i share the massage in here or not... by the way.... treat as friend is better.. =) so, please don't think too much.. everything will be fine.. at night, i went to chong hwa independent school for a concert.. overall is ok... if i rate 1-5, i will rate 4.5.. i knew some new friends too... all was kay li's friends... ^^ today her trips brought 9 japanese girls visit KL.. some quite pretty.. some quite mature.. some quite ... ^^ this afternoon, we went to college for discuss our project.. stupid me, borrowed my cell phone to my naughty sister.. wuwu~.~ went there for nothing... =( at college, i did chat with piG awhile.. that time almost reach 2p.m. she had a exam at 2p.m. tomorrow, she will finish her exam.. i am wishing... i will spending whole saturday with her.. if chance allowed me... recently i quite happy because of her... last paper, gambady! ya, one more thing.. this thrusday afternoon, there is a open house of my friend, i will attend but the evening part.. i still doubting. why i say so... first, no one inform me... second, i don't know whether am i free... third, i just heard from sa poh and monkey... i think without invite me with heart, used to attend also won't enjoy much.. i am just waiting for piG and sapoh, chow hong, me... yeah!! wuwu~.~

The 65th day without her

yeah!! my semester ended.. now waiting for exam and there are still have few work need to pass up... today whole day just writing blog.... replaced last week... i felt that pighead going appear in my mind.. i don't know why... and i don't want to know why... i just wanted to know, is she celebrating my birthday with me or not... this coming deepavali, there is a open house at noon and a celebration for others friend at night.. sa poh keep on asking me whether am i going or not... if she go, then i will go... ^^ cool choices...!! i think pighead is having exam... nothing i can do more to her.. just good luck and mentally support her!!

The 64th day without you

Still sick... ~.~ i didn't go for scouting.. but afternoon, i went to the Curve to capture pictures as our groups assignment.. night, went to drink with lee mun, ying and wai hoong. wuwu~.~ felt better than previous day..

The 63th day without her

still sicking... munhoe found me yesterday.. asked me wanted to go out on today... wuwu~.~ sorry friend... i am not feeling well... sleep like pig...

The 62th day without her

i sicked... afternoon, sa poh messaged me that want to drink... i refuse her because i am not in a good condition... fever too... head felt pain and dizzy... really hope some one will beside me.. accompany me.. give me care... only 2 person gave me care- one is kayli, one is si fatt guai.. wuwu~.~

The 61th day without her

Continue yesterday(this morning)... at noon, we have to present our project work before pass up... and another work just pass it up that's it. our miss very disappointed to out presentation and the project we modify.. sorry miss.. i can't give any comment to my group work because, at the last few days, i didn't help on much.... i just rushing my own work... forget about it.. it was over.. after that we went sunway for movie, me joseph chun yee choong wai. we watched "bullet and brain".. quite ok... after that we walk around with our tiredness... that time i was hungry and my stomach still not in a good condition.. but i still eat because very hungry, scare of gastric.. after meal, my stomach more more more worst.. wuwu~.~ please cure me... before went back, kay li cell phone still with me, so i passed to her at her school, and that night was her form 6 prom night.. then i went there a while... i quite like it.... long time don't have that feel.. i met up chien hueu and man keat, both of them is my britich council tuition friend. i reached home about 11 something... super extremely tired... and not comfortable... after bath, after get "!@#$%^&" then i went to have a sweet sleep... =)

The 60th day without her

wow... the day i wait had came... which is presentation.. ^^ i waked up early also than usual then styled and dressed smart.... actually i quite confident but i scared forgotten what i wanted to say... lucky at my turn.. i quite satisfy myself.. this time, they used view cam to record our presentation. before my turn came, sir keep on talking with me... eee... he gay me... ^^ touched me a lot... vomit~~ after i presented, i asked sir, how was my presentation? he said "ke yi la". ~.~ then i said, means? rating 1-5, how many? later he calculated the marks for me.. i get ... ... .... 7.9 over 10. it's quite satisfy me.. yeah! happy day without fieriness.. i going to die!! tomorrow have to pass up assignment... i just done it half way. after class, we stay back quite long... i get back home almost reach 8. after dinner, we decided to go kwee how's house to rush, but canceled!! wuwu ~.~ then i decided to go chun yee's house.. i online a while.. i saw pighead online also therefore, i took out my brave a click her~

mEim0t0ji zud0t0 Rim0ku (junhOe) says:

helo.. there?

ytd did u ask me smt?

xx says:

没有

xx says:

那个是ｖｉｒｕｓ

mEim0t0ji zud0t0 Rim0ku (junhOe) says:

well.. Ok...

mEim0t0ji zud0t0 Rim0ku (junhOe) says:

hw r u?
xx says:

eerr

xx says:

mayb nOt bad

xx says:

still ok lar

xx says:

havt die yet

mEim0t0ji zud0t0 Rim0ku (junhOe) says:

u stil wan cool war wit me??

xx says:

no

mEim0t0ji zud0t0 Rim0ku (junhOe) says:

bt... did u angry me ?

xx says:

duno

xx says:

No feeling Now

mEim0t0ji zud0t0 Rim0ku (junhOe) says:

no feeling nw means?

xx says:

no angry lar

mEim0t0ji zud0t0 Rim0ku (junhOe) says:

before tat? before u start no feelin, did u angry me?

xx says:

dunNo

xx says:

mayb No

mEim0t0ji zud0t0 Rim0ku (junhOe) says:

revising?

xx says:

no

xx says:

so many ppl chatting

mEim0t0ji zud0t0 Rim0ku (junhOe) says:

well.. last question b4 i stop,

our relation ended? i juzt wanted to noe.. i really mis u alot..

xx says:

ooo

mEim0t0ji zud0t0 Rim0ku (junhOe) says:

?? har

means

xx says:

if u dun wan end

xx says:

can dun end de

xx says:

i mean friend..

mEim0t0ji zud0t0 Rim0ku (junhOe) says:

well... if nt bout "fren"?

xx says:

DunNo

xx says:

Now i nt interest wif tat

mEim0t0ji zud0t0 Rim0ku (junhOe) says:

how about lik tis, we maintain the relation "fren" as last time? can? others relation, we dun talk bout it til some day.. ok mou?

xx says:

o

mEim0t0ji zud0t0 Rim0ku (junhOe) says:

can i cal u pighead? ^^

xx says:

no

xx says:

dun wan

xx says:

im cool gal

mEim0t0ji zud0t0 Rim0ku (junhOe) says:

well... nx time oli think,,

mEim0t0ji zud0t0 Rim0ku (junhOe) says:

i gotto go out le..

mEim0t0ji zud0t0 Rim0ku (junhOe) says:

i stil love n mis u.. tats all.. bye bye.. rmbed wat u said "o"

xx says:

ok

xx says:

bye

mEim0t0ji zud0t0 Rim0ku (junhOe) says:

i really dunwan lost u... as u said b4..!

These was what we chatted... actually i quite happy enough.. better than don't what she thinking.. before went chun yee's house, i went to find kayli for have a drink. she always say some one quite similar with me... ~.~ tomorrow, is my last day of semester and die day for me, i still wasting time drink with friend.. =.= when i wanted to find my friend, i can't get him through his cell phone and house phone... i was so mad .... kayli borrowed one of her cell phone to me.. thanks her a lot... at last, lucky i can get through him.. my stomach felt weird weird, not feeling well when drink with kay li... at my friend's house, while doing our own assignment, my stomach started not feeling well.. until midnight 3 something almost 4a.m, we went to Seven Eleven(711) for supper... maggie mee... i felt better after served but, when reached his house continue our work, i started not feeling well again... before 5am, my friend can't stand his tiredness then went to sleep. i continue my work until 5 something near 6am, i went to sleep a while... we waked up 730am to continue... rushing and rushing until 11something, before went to college, we ate at outside, my stomach felt more worst.... ~.~ help me...

The 59th day without her

boring day!!... no point came to college but we have to, have to pass up a portfolio draft for our project. we still went to college as usual to do our solid construction project. chit chattering, fooling around, crapping around... day gone by like this... is this cool?? ^^ maybe.. yes no yes no.. at evening, i rush my design theory assignment.. while rushing.. suddenly ... came a sudden... pighead message me by msn... that time i "ngong" already. she said "is it ok if I add this pic to my new slideshow?" Then i answered her : "huhh?? are you askin me?? every of ur pic oso nice..." that time her msn shown as appear offline. before i wanted to offline, she replied "wanna see my pics before i send em to face book?" it was so weird.. asking something like this with appear offline.. wuwu~.~ actually i also already happy enough, =)

The 58th day without her

Bullshit!!! anyone know that, when a person scold "bullshit", what it means? the person funny? the person lame? the person happy? the person angry? maybe.. for me, i damn angry!! i waked up early to style my hair, dressed smart ... when i reached college, i getting more nervous than usual, it's normal. after get into class, sir said XXX, YYY, ZZZ, .... to have delay to next class which is wednesday.. that time, my fieriness seems like wanted to kill some one!! no choice.. after lunch, we stay back a while then went back... sad.... if pighead is here for me, my sad will fly away lu~~

The 57th day without her

Today, rover scout went to Taman Pertanian, i didn't follow because i don't have time to play anymore. tomorrow, i have to present and whole week i will be rushing and rushing. oh my gosh!! actually i decided not to go for scouting but my master called me to have a look on them therefore i went there a while... after having breakfast with parents, i just started my work. after i done my presentation slide, i keep on practicing and practicing. until evening, rain and storm came, just switched off the computer.. ~.~ night, i continued practice and watch movie(tian ji bian) ... ^^ recently, me and kay li keep in touch often.. she quite a nice girl... for me, pighead is more nicer.. ^^

The 56th day without her

wake up early in the morning for play basketball at TAR College. am i enjoy this match? maybe i am not a good player. missed many shoot.. wuwu~.~ came back home, tired like hell. tonight my mum and dad going out for wedding dinner therefore i decided to bring my sister out for dinner with my friend. afternoon time, i rush for my assignment because i knew that tonight i wont be doing or using this computer. before go for dinner, si fatt guai come to my house first. she cut her hair... quite nice =) my father get shock when he come inside my room... ^^ we said that meet at about 7, but we delay until almost 8 only arrived there ~.~ wuwu.. half way, kay li called me... wow! she finished my 55th day of my story... the first cool girl i had never seen, some more she knew who is that girl... clever!! i admire her.... wise people is the coolest person! she did wrote something in her blog... she said that i familiar with a guy... i would like to share this which is what she wrote to me :

俊豪友

刚刚一次过看完你的部落格，那五十二天……

你让我想起了一些事，因为你实在太像一个男生了……

谢谢你告诉了我身边的许多事，好多里头的内容我都听过。

才发现其实你不是当我是泛泛之交。

以前有个男生很像你，不过女主角是我。

曾经跟他很靠近，他再网上爱上了我的诗，

后来发现是他的同班同学——我写的，他喜欢了我。

他曾经跟好多女生在一起过，

在他的口中，没有女生拒绝过他，而我，是第一个。

我对他没有信心，因我很敏感。

他是我前男友的兄弟。

我不能接受。

他了解。

他不断的付出，好多的事情了，我快要忘了。

我只记得他做了好多好多的东西，让我对他有信心。

他写了好多东西给我，打了好多关心的电话。

有一天我被他感动了，我抱住了他。

他很记得，那一次的回忆。

过后，我依然拒绝了他。

原因？我忘了。

我只记得，那是我的问题，不是他不好。

我觉得很难受。

而他，比我更难受，他很了我两年。

两年，我没直视过我，没特地和我打招呼。

我全然不知道，他受得伤，好深。

今年，他离校。

之前他发了一封讯息给我，

说以前他恨了我好久，为什么从前的回忆到现在只能是一种幻影?

可是他说每每我大方地向他打招呼，他觉得自己很小器。

他决定，把我放进回忆里。

那是他曾经的爱。

他在高一那年打算等我们在一起后送我一条项链，

可是最后他送了我一幅画，说着的是我们不会有的结局。

他知道我常生病，常不开心。

他比我更知道我。

现在的他，在taylor's。

他比我更知道几时考试，时时提醒我不要生病，多照顾。

我依然内疚。

我不知道，我心中的疤痕伤害了他。

这是为什么我那么敏感。没人知道我是这样的一个女生。

朋友你常说：“不像你喔……”

这才是我，那脆弱、敏感、受伤害的我。

"Stil misssing u randomly"

"sorry i drunk yesterday, but i stil mis u."

我是否该后悔,还是这就是他要给我的折磨？

我不知道。可是我知道，我们不可能会在一起了。

我知道他好，可是我知道我不好。

不想他在他女朋友面前还想着我，我没那么好让你继续爱下去。

对不起，samuel，我只能对你说。

除了谢谢你曾经的深爱，再也没有什么说了。

俊豪，你太像他了。

that's all.... conclusion, what i did is just because of love a girl.. i hope one day pig will understand me as my friend.. whole day gone just like this.. i started seldom see pighead... am i still miss her? or am i slowly forgotten her? wuwu~.~